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Long legs. Long arms. Being on the lean side, while still maintaining a good amount of strength.

For freshman Sara Su, who does contemporary and Chinese traditional dance at the Academy of Palo Alto Performing Arts, this physique always seemed ideal for a dancer. Her studio does not enforce these body standards as harshly as other studios, but Su has met dancers who have struggled to fit themselves into this image. Her dance teacher, for instance, attended a special dance school in China that required their students to remain very lean.

鈥淭hey had to weigh themselves to make sure they were within a range that was acceptable,鈥� she said. 鈥淚f they wanted to go to a specialty dance college, they had to take different body measurements, and that was a big part of whether you could get in or not. I鈥檝e heard about these standards all the time 鈥� people really struggling to fit into these standards and people who are malnourished because of it.鈥�

Surrounded by younger dancers at her studio, Su has also felt these standards harm her self-esteem.

鈥淚 dance with a lot of younger girls, who haven鈥檛 really hit puberty yet and are really lean,鈥� she said. 鈥淭here was a period of time when standing next to them, there was a really big comparison. It was like everyone else on the team was super lean, and then there was me. It鈥檚 kind of hard to look at yourself like that, even though I was at a healthy weight for my age.鈥�

Su believes these standards exist because of the emphasis on visual elements in dance: Audience members observe the dancers鈥� 鈥渓ines,鈥� critiquing the lightness or grace of their movements. There are trade-offs to creating a slimmer image to conform to these standards, which can damage dancers鈥� health.

鈥淲hen you try to become skinnier, you eat less, and when you eat less, you don鈥檛 have enough energy 鈥� it鈥檚 kind of like a domino effect,鈥� Su said.

鈥淚t鈥檚 affected me because, while looking more aesthetically pleasing, I don鈥檛 have enough energy for different techniques that I have to do on stage. And I don鈥檛 think that鈥檚 a worthy sacrifice.鈥�

As she has furthered her dance training through the years, Su has come to realize that physique is not the sole distinguisher of a great dancer.

鈥淚 had to learn that looking visually pleasing doesn鈥檛 just mean that you have to be skinny,鈥� she said. 鈥淚t鈥檚 also about how you鈥檙e able to interpret the music, express your emotions and do your technique. All those things contribute to being visually pleasing 鈥� it鈥檚 not just about your body type.鈥�

When former Gunn student sophomore Jaslyn Kwan walks into a dance studio, she can鈥檛 miss the abundant mirrors: They reflect her and other dancers鈥� silhouettes, helping them pinpoint misalignment and self-correct. However, they also produce distorted images, sometimes creating or exacerbating body-image issues.

Kwan started dancing at the age of 3 and has been doing ballet, ballroom and contemporary dance competitively for the past decade. Over the years, she has sometimes found it hard to avoid noticing her physical appearance as she dances.

鈥淚t鈥檚 sometimes hard to look at the mirror because there are mirrors that make you look way different than you (actually) do,鈥� she said. 鈥淚nstead, I think that it鈥檚 important to use those mirrors as a tool to help you correct yourself, rather than to stare at your body and try to think about how you could fix the way your body looks. It鈥檚 hard to keep that mindset, but it鈥檚 really important.鈥�

Ballet dancers are encouraged to be mindful of their diet to uphold the traditions of the art and maintain peak condition. Kwan has met challenges maintaining this balance.

鈥淎s a kid, I would eat whatever I wanted and I would look the same everyday,鈥� she said. 鈥淏ut as I got older, I noticed that it wasn鈥檛 like that anymore.鈥�

Kwan recognizes that this trend has historical roots. In fact, her Russian-trained instructors鈥� experiences have impacted their approach to nutrition.

鈥淲hen (my teachers) were in Russia, they were taught that you need to be skinnier,鈥� she said. 鈥淏ut I think that (since they鈥檝e) been in America for so long, they learned that it鈥檚 not respectable to say that.鈥�

Despite the common misconception that a ballerina needs to be thin, Kwan notes that the industry, like her instructors, may be adapting its strict aesthetic standards to increase body inclusivity.

鈥淚t鈥檚 nice for ballerinas to have perfect hyperextending legs and beautiful arches,鈥� she said. 鈥淏ut now, in this generation, I think it鈥檚 very clear that you can still have that gorgeous ballerina doing the same exact things without it.鈥�

Effective nutrition has improved Kwan鈥檚 overall wellness and performance, including her stamina. Still, Kwan struggles with self-image occasionally, especially in an industry where the aesthetic details of physique are prioritized.

鈥淚鈥檓 still in that journey of trying to make myself understand that (unconventional physiques are) okay, as long as I鈥檓 staying healthy,鈥� she said. 鈥淚 try to tell myself that even though I look in the mirror and I see this (or) that could be fixed, I try to look at the good things (such as) having a good soft port de bras (arm movements), and that鈥檚 really helped me get through it.鈥�

Senior Oviya Rajan has been dancing Bharatanatyam with the Abhinaya Dance Company of San Jose for 12 years now. A classical Indian dance, Bharatanatyam originated in the state of Tamil Nadu in southern India, and has become a way for Rajan to express herself.

While her initial push to dance came from her mom, Rajan has appreciated the opportunity to connect with her Indian heritage and understand Indian mythology. With her passion, however, has come the
toll of a distorted body image, perpetuated by deeply rooted body and beauty standards in the Bharatanatyam dance community.

鈥淏ody-wise, I do think a lot of the dancers that are seen on stage are skinnier, and your teachers are constantly trying to make sure you鈥檙e staying fit,鈥� Rajan said. 鈥淭here鈥檚 also a stigma around height 鈥� if you鈥檙e taller, it鈥檚 harder to look 鈥榗leaner,鈥� and so they put a lot more pressure on you to not appear as lanky.鈥�

Rajan recalled practicing a dance position called 鈥淎ramandi鈥� that 鈥� like a pli茅 鈥� calls for dancers to bend low to the ground. Her taller teammates were forced to sit even lower to appear smaller.

鈥淚t鈥檒l look like you鈥檙e not even in the position if you鈥檙e a taller dancer, whereas as a shorter person, it鈥檚 a lot easier to get away with it,鈥� Rajan said.

Bharatanatyam costumes occasionally show the midriff, and Rajan has noticed how tops are tied to create a cinching effect, mimicking a corset. Bharatanatyam costuming has further perpetuated unhealthy body standards in an attempt to create the illusion of a larger bust: Rajan remembers performances for which makeup artists would advise her to pad underneath her blouse and drape.

鈥淢y mom thankfully vetoed that one,鈥� she said. 鈥淭here is always this pressure to not gain as much weight, so you look better. In the costume, you鈥檙e wearing four layers of clothing, so in the past when I鈥檝e gained a little bit of weight, I鈥檝e always looked in the mirror and thought to myself, 鈥楴ow this piece fits weirdly here.鈥欌��

When Rajan works with makeup artists, she has noticed how they emphasize appearing paler on stage, using terms like 鈥渘icer,鈥� 鈥渃reamier鈥� and 鈥渨hiter.鈥� When living in India from 2016-17, she noticed that this colorist ideal was intensified.

鈥淚n India especially, there鈥檚 always been a divide between darker and lighter skin, and when you鈥檙e more fair, people think it鈥檚 prettier to look at,鈥� Rajan said.

As Rajan has continued her dance training, she has come to value her community as a support system.

鈥淒uring harder performances, we all rely on each other and we all depend on each other for emotional support,鈥� she said. 鈥淚鈥檝e had rehearsals go to 12 a.m. or go for four or five hours. We鈥檝e had to perform in really awful temperatures and heat, but we have each other鈥檚 backs, so it鈥檚 just a really good community.鈥�

Hands smothered in chalk and exhaling a deep breath, Class of 2023 Gunn alumnus Aaron Novick stepped onto the competition floor, ready to showcase his skills to a roaring crowd. He jumped and gripped the pommel horse, legs straight and arms twisting rapidly, spinning and spinning 鈥� until he fell. Brushing it off, he continued to the rings, executing every step of the routine until he faltered again.

The weight of disappointment settled in 鈥� Novick had practiced for weeks on this routine and he had let his nerves disrupt his mentality.

鈥淚 remember feeling like a failure, and I started tearing up in my corral 鈥� like that just broke me,鈥� Novick said.

With the support of teammates and coaches, though, Novick finished his events victoriously.

Inspired by the 2008 and 2012 men鈥檚 Olympic gymnastics teams, Novick has been training since he was 3, starting with Little Gym and gymnastic clubs in San Jose before moving to the Stanford Boys Club and now the GymACT Minnesota men鈥檚 gymnastics team.

With supportive teammates and coaches, many of the struggles Novick faced during his gymnastics journey came from his own anxieties. Looking in the mirror, Novick would often compare himself to his teammates.

鈥淔or me, the standard for male gymnastics is to be fit and to show that you have muscle definition and that you are strong 鈥� that kind of implies that you are a good athlete,鈥� Novick said. 鈥淏ack when I was younger, I did not fit that mold and that鈥檚 what I would work towards.鈥�

Because of this pressure, Novick would often 鈥渃heat鈥� 鈥� or cut his assigned exercise shorter 鈥� because did not believe he was as strong as teammates who were more toned than he was.

鈥淚 felt I was physically weak compared to all my teammates because they kept finishing strength before me,鈥� Novick said. 鈥淭hat was something that affected me negatively mentally, because I felt like, 鈥極h, I鈥檓 not strong enough. Oh, I suck at strength. I鈥檓 not going to be as good enough as my teammates.鈥欌��

As he became stronger with training and began accepting his own physique, Novick shifted his focus from his body to his skills.

鈥淚 would get stronger, and that鈥檚 when I started to view my body in a more positive light because I did all this hard work to get where I am today,鈥� Novick said. 鈥淚 felt better about myself.鈥�

Strength, flexibility and skill competitions in the gym helped him accept the physical differences among him and his teammates.

鈥淣ot everyone looks the same … I might have bigger triceps then someone but I might have smaller pecs, and everyone鈥檚 body is completely different,鈥� he said. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 just who you are and you can鈥檛 control it.鈥�

With these body standards and struggles, Novick often finds support in his coaches, who were former gymnasts.

鈥淭hey don鈥檛 bully or try to beat us down or be negative in the gym,鈥� he said. 鈥淭hey鈥檙e there to help us, and it鈥檚 something that I鈥檓 grateful for.鈥�